I am a princess...

wow i really need to start writing in this again. its been ages since my last post...speaking about my last post some weirdo commented it....that was random. pretty much i have homework for class that i have in 7.5 hours, and i do not want to complete it. but i should because i am a good student. so that is where i am going now....to do homework and maybe sleep. k lovesss

Happy thanksgiving everyone! i heartted all of the sweet texts!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


hehe im tooooo lazy to send out my own texts so you get a journal update!

oh my gosh. today was one of the saddest days of camp ever. the other summers was like oh come back next year and ill be here. but not this summer. this summer was hard because i am not going back next summer. oh man. when i told the kids they were like "nooo you have to come back, youre the best counselor" which made my decision to not go back even harder than it was. well the only way i would go back is if they offered me the directors position. because honestly they didnt pay me enough this summer, and i did a lot of extra work. so if they offered me that, i would def think about it.

anyways coupla things to do here at home- then im off to school.

love love!

i'm not happy. i dont know how it happened but im not.

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haha tooo funny.

yeah i am liked by dogss....look what a bitch kimi is!

oooh burn.

haha just kidding babe you know i hearts you!

ughhhhhhhh.

ps. where is all the hot sunshine?

well it is friday and i have had a super good day so far! fridays are the best day at camp because the kids are excited, and we plan extra fun games and activities for them. so it makes camp that much more fun! even though one of my campers had a COMPLETE meltdown. and when i say complete i mean kicking and screaming and having to be held down by force. ah the days of my life as a camp counselor. it was kinda crazy tho. then i got home and went out to dinner with tawnya which was so fun. it was nice to catch up and since i hadnt seen her in awhile it was long! kimberly nicole you need to call me biotch. and reshma you too. i have been trying to get ahold of you both and you arent returning my phone calls!!

right now i am just chilling at home. being bored. ooh i also talked to lana today which made me happy! so yeah this has just been an awesome day. and cameron is supposed to be here in about an hour so that makes me also really happy! wow this is a super bubbly entry. i might need to tone it down just a little. i am sad though, that i do not get to drive all the way to ellensburg! :( to break into swimming pools at night and talk about STIs. that was probably my favorite.

you know what i love the most? when my gas tank is full. its like the world is right just for a little bit. then once you have used even just a quarter of gas youre like DAMN. im going to have to fill up soon. well that is just my thought on gas....im being kind of random. i have wayyyyyyyy tooooooo much energy!!

ooh my deck is finally done so all yall need to come and check it out. though the hot tub is yet to be put on its platform, everything else is done. and it looks freaking amazing. i love sunshine. it makes me so happy. i wish i was in the burg this weekend to work on my black ass tan. but no im stuck here- hopefully it will get warmer then it was today. which was cold. anyways to my bitch love kimi- this post was for you and i expect a long one in return!!! ♥ <- that is totally my new fav thing! yay for myspace!!!!!

i ammm sooooooo tired. so i am going to sleep in like 3 mins here. anyways does anyone know how to drop an online class????? because me, being the idiot i am signed up for a blackboard class and now i have no idea how to drop it! i would just take the class because hell im signed up already, but with work and doing stuff around the house- and trying to hang out with people really takes all of the energy i have. so i really dont want to retake a class i didnt want to take in the first place so yeah! anyways i love you alllllllll

well long time no post. that is because i have been a busy girl. first we got out of school and then the day after finals i left on a plane to california! it was an amazing trip and i loved every min of it! i miss youu sooooo much ber!!!!!! anyways then the day after i got back from cali i jumped in my car and went down to ellensburg for four days. moving out was a bitch but im glad to be settled into my new place. and seeing everyone was fun. then i left ellensburg and went straight to work. which was amazing. i mean its hard to remember how much fun you had at a job where you hated your boss. so i remembered how much i love my coworkers and how much fun we have together. then from the last day of work i got on another plane to Pennsylvania. lame. because our plane was supposted to take off at 11:30 but got delayed. so we had even less sleep on the plane. so once we landed my entire family was just dead on our feet. it sucked. then we had to go meet up with all the family. and that is where i am now. in PA. and i am bored out of my mind. today and yesterday just were not that good of days. seriously. ugh.

im ready to go home. which thankfully we are leaving tomorrow. but still. it will be sad to leave family, but i want to go make money! and i want to be back on a normal schedule. this time difference sucks major. lemme tell ya. and i missed all of the nice weather in Washington too. and all we got here was helllllla humid weather. and some sunshine. and major thunder and lighting. right now im so tired. i dont think there has been a time this week where i have caught up on all of my sleep. and thats not fun. anyways. the only thing i sm not looking forward to is going straight to work. weds are our feild trip days and with not knowing the kids beforehand is going to make the trip a little stressful on me. and i havent yet found a second job which blows. but i am still looking. if anyone knows anything tell me! ok im done ranting- but i hope all yalls summers is going amesomely. so far mine isnt tooooooo bad. love you

one day. hell yeah. finals are over for me! and im so outta here!

well today was a sad day. i had to drop cameron off at the airport. but im a man so i didnt cry. then i spent all day writing an english paper which i am pretty confident about. i had my mom edit it and she thought that it was pretty good. so that is a huge load of stress off of my plate. well i found out that i didnt pass my basic skills test- which sucks but my teacher pretty much loves me so he is letting me take it one more time- which wasnt allowed but like i said- loveeee works!! so i get one more chance to take the quiz. yay.

so i called about my apartment and they have one for me for friday!!!! so i wont have to store my furniture at the boys house. and i dont have to stress about moving in and out which is amazzzzing! yay and now my mom is reading this so i have to go. love youuuu

AND IM LEAVING FOR CALI IN THREE DAYS! ok FOUR DAYSSS YAY

ughhhhhhh. i have a shit load of homework for tonight. well only a bit of it is due, but its stuff i need to get done tonight. my life is going to suck sooo much for the summer. i basically wont be having a social life. the time i get off of work will be to sleep. well i know i am getting 40 hours a week at camp, and i make pretty good money at camp. then i am going to take up a second job. yay. and i am hoping to get at least 30 hours a week there. yeah. or 20. so ill be working anywhere from 40-70 hours a week this summer. but then i will have enough money to cover myself for the first quarter for the rent i have to pay. well it could cover me for the whole year but i want a job over here next year. so its going to suck working that much but it will be worth it in the end. annddd i will get to see the people who i wont see over summer in the fall. and any weekend i have off will be coming up to eburg.

i need to find a place to store my shit. what sucks is i know i have a free place at lan's but that is going to really suck getting my heavy ass dresser up her stairs then down, then up again to my apartment. so i want to store all my furniture in the boys garage. buttt i dont know if they will let me. cameron says its ok, but i have to ask josh and charlie still. and who knows if they are going to want my shit taking up half of their garage. so i am in a pickle.

well there is enough about my stressed life. now i am off to do my homework! love love

omg i am so poor. i need a job soo freakin bad.

ok just wondering but i dont have a friends page...is this happening to anyone else? i have the page but no entries come up. is there some sort of setting that i have missed?

anyways in the way of my life: it has been pretty much amazing over here this week. i just cannot get enough of this sunshine! well today i got some hella color, and we went "floating on the river" i use quotations because it was much harder than just some damn floating. me nicole and rayna are all totally bruised and battered. it really wasnt fun. and i almost died. no seriously. it was bad. the current totally swept you into the river side which was filled with trees which were filled with bugs. ugh. anyways.

i love you and i am burnt and done! and totally out for some more sunning tomorrow! hopefully i will get some more color! yay

i have blonde hair now. yes that is all. well they are only hi-lights so dont freak! <3 much

sooooo. lauren's life. im sure yall want something more than yeah its ok nothing much has been going on. but its not my fault that i suck so much at life and really i dont have one. woo today is 7 months. aww cuteness. its hard having a boyfriend. we dont ever really fight but we argue and try to piss each other off. i dont know its hard to explain. i love him but he drives me completely insane is a way to sum it up. ugh i should be cleaning my room. i mean how does it get this messy? i swear. i need to clean and i need ott do math homework. and i have decided that i dont want to go to school winter quarter. ever again. i mean i always have a really shitty quarter and get horrible grades. so im only going to go fall and spring. and what is it about spring that i always do super good? i just dont get it. maybe my brain goes sunshine get your ass in gear now lauren rae. lameo. lameo. lameo. i got my job back at si view so ill be going home for the summer. and ill be crying because everyone i love (ok not everyone) but lots of people i lovee are staying up here. so pretty much i am going to be bored all summer. because i am going to be working. and i am in so much debt right now. i am going to be working my ass all summer just so i have money for my apartment next year. which is pretty much going to cost me my soul. and an arm. my right one too. so i cant even write. i loveeeeee sunshine. and it has been nice like all last week and all this week. and i love it sooo much. i get to waer cute summery clothing and be happy. and sunglasses and flip flops. ok i have to go do homework and cleaning. and i promise to keep my room clean for longer than an hour. maybe. love you muchooo

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yay i am excited. i just want to be done with school. and everything else so i can leave this icky state. so i made a count down. i hit my head and i really hurt, i feel kinda loopy too. so if this is retarded that is the reason. anyways. i so dont want to do anything right now. and i have a test tomorrow and i dont want to study for it. ughhh. loss of motivation. and head hurting. and i feel kinda hurt. and no not my head....anyways my eyes are getting tired so i go now. bye.

hey hey hey. well biatch here is my updated entry! only because youre sick and you have nothing to do but sit on the computer all day and pray that the coolest person you know updates....anyways. school was ok today. cameron made me go to class so that was lame. and it was realllllllllllllly sunny and warm today. so today was the first day i got to wear a skirt. yep broke out the mini. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE RESHMA! YAY FOR BEING 20! kimberlay and lana are the last to go! i <3 house. this episode is totally freakin me out. its all spirital. hmmmmmmm i really dont have anything to say. love youuuu

ugh. yeah that pretty much sums up my day. i have been a super bitch all day. dont know why. dont really have reason to either. i just have been. you know those days where you say something and it comes out all snarky and you totally didnt mean it to be. but the other person takes it that way anyways. yeah thats today. and i am having major dillemas about this weekend. ughhhhhhhh. i really want to be in two places at once. but i am still figuring that out, so who knows about this weekend yet. i am bored. but it was sunny today. and really nice out so we went to the park. it was fun. except cameron put the blanket down on a huge ant hill and i almost died. that is pretty much the extent of my life. and spring quarter is almost over!!! ok not quite but i am hoping.

i got an apartment! i got an apartment! sooo excited! and i get to have cats. yayyyyy